Cesar Maria

by Cesar Maria

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Doug Schumacher From the melodies to the lyrics to the production, this is a tight collection of songs thoughtfully crafted. We're going to be hearing more from this guy. Favorite track: Walk In The Diamonds.
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released April 27, 2016

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Track Name: Let It On
Looking at me losing
Hit the ground
Shake it to the music
Feeling found
Sleeping in the Hallway
It's our palace
Coming up the long way
The robes are tatters

Don’t forget your camera
We stocked the time
Stay with me forever
Ill change your mind
Running off the road were
Letting go of habits
Wish I wouldn’t go but
Thankful that it lasted

Oh darling oh
No one will ever no
Oh darling oh
Got reckless we got bold
So we let it on

Missing out on lost names
Buried trouble
Stay content with those games
Your long lost lovers
Did they waste you for the better man
A wholesome shrine
Take it on a bet again
You’ll be mine

Hosting for a time now
Some day’s come
Questions that we asked then
But never won
Lovely in the photographs
Makes me smile
Let it out in veil laughs
Take it wild

Oh darling oh
No one will ever no
Oh darling oh
Got reckless we got bold
So we let it on

Oh darling oh
No one will ever no
Oh darling oh
Got reckless we got bold
So we let it on
Track Name: Evelyn
She sang out to the bay at dusk
To rid her body from the lust
A scene so quiet for her there
An aching wind pulled through her hair

The trophies that they hung remind us
We’ve lost our lungs
When all is said and done remind us
We’ve used our guns
And tear the wolves apart remind us
Where did we start
Now this is over
Where did we start

Evelyn
Where did we start

It’s been a year now since you’ve gone
Full of fear I’ve lived too long
Long for a lady that I lack
And run your hand across my back

The trophies that they hung remind us
We’ve lost our lungs
When all is said and done remind us
We’ve used our guns
And tear the wolves apart remind us
Where did we start
Now this is over
Where did we start

Evelyn
Where did we start
Track Name: Hung Up And Through
I went shopping confide in your priceless list
Not that guy but everyone says that I'm it
I am beaten down
Hung up and through

That girl hates me she doesn't know I am
Just another lady who can't get with my plans
I am beaten down
Hung up and through

Just another boy raised to talk on TV
Except I didn't have one until I was maybe thirteen
I am beaten down
Hung up and through

Scared of what's coming but not one to sit and look back
Need several hundred people to keep me on track
I am beaten down
Hung up and through
Track Name: When It Hurt
It was everything and nothing
But it felt like more than something
I was hopeless to believe it
It’s not me I couldn’t see it
Helen found me and she bound me
No but I wont let her drown me
You were far away and needing
Like the beast that left me bleeding
Guilty late night calls were selfish
An abuse of your indulgence
But I know you love the feeling
Yeah I know you love the feeling

So don’t run from me or hide from me
Its not a game don’t lie to me
Just two strangers with a past
Only one that didn’t last

Our love runs deeper than the ocean
And you’re fucked up with devotion
You say everything is different
Go tell all your friends you needed it
Our love runs deeper than the ocean
And you’re fucked up with devotion
You say everything is different
Go tell all your friends you needed it

Wanting you was always better when it hurt
Loving you was always better when it hurt
Holding you was always better when it hurt
Losing you was always better when it hurt
Track Name: Tell You
Cause something’s always got to wait
It’s always better waste your time
Chasing the one that got away
To drop the ball and say you’re fine
It wasn’t there it was too much
Forgot the date and skipped the line
We made believe it’s just our luck
Content to lose out in the grind

Don’t tear away
We’re tied down forced to stay
There’s nothing but
Whatever’s coming out of this
You hate me now
But you don’t see how
I could be losing out
And I’ll see you in the morning

I’d be telling you to watch out
Cause only harm will come
Tell you to walk out
But your mercy had me numb
Telling you to watch out
Cause only harm will come
Tell you to walk out
But your mercy had me numb

They wrote off anything but friends
A promise that they couldn’t keep
They grew up fast jumped to the end
And reaped the profits of their leap
But maybe now
Ill stay with you
We made them proud
If only they really knew

Don’t tear away
We’re tired so we stayed
There’s nothing love
We’re never coming out of this
You hate me now
But you don’t see how
I could be losing out
And I’ll see you in the morning

I’d be telling you to watch out
Cause only harm will come
Tell you to walk out
But your mercy had me numb
Telling you to watch out
Cause only harm will come
Tell you to walk out
But your mercy had me numb
Track Name: The Answer
Falling faster these days
Look on serene impound
The weight of all our falls
Adorns the poisoned ground

Await the answer
Wish my mind would go
Of all romances
Plant the seed to grow
Pledge to commitment
That no one would show
And we buried witness
Let it burn below

I can’t swear
Cause that’d be hollow
Ill wait here
For you to follow

The fateful wishes
That we can’t realize
A love capricious
I fell for her eyes

Await the answer
Wish the dream would go
Of all romances
Plant the seed in snow
Live for commitments
I can’t ever know
And we buried witness
Let it burn below

I can’t swear
Cause that’d be hollow
I wont swear
I hope you follow
Ill wait here
For you to follow
Track Name: Long Way
Taking time easing down
There’s a long way to go

Don’t take time don’t ease down
There’s a long way to go

And mister’s gonna put us all out
Unless we make him go

Put your hands away don’t give up
There’s a long way to go

Get the pigs to stay don’t give up
There’s a long way to go

Maybe something’s in it after all
Let’s wait for it to show

Here we are divided stars
There’s a long way to go

Here we are stuck in tar
There’s a long way to go

We’ve been waiting round for nothing
Change has lost its blow

Don’t move on just stay put
We got a long way to go

They are strong just stay put
We got a long way to go

They bring way to our steps
Give us the rocks to throw

Another day two kids gunned
We go a long way to go

Another day the rust have fun
But we got a long way to go

They’re bringing fire to our homes
Boy do I feel the low

Running in the canyon grin
We got a long way to go

Running in lost a grin
We got a long way to go

And we’ll lose another boy this week
Another boy in stone
Track Name: Walk In The Diamonds
All this time to frown
Taking other people’s answers
Need a case to drown
And book for all your slanders
And you waste it all
Build up the walls
Get down and crawl
And wish for happiness to come and take you there

Walk in the diamonds dear

God I need it now
I’ve been losing on my chances
Hold your head up proud
Just to ward off my advances
Take a nap its Sunday
It can wait till Monday
Nothing there is funny
Why’d you lie and say it’s there

Walk in the diamonds dear
Track Name: First Days
Drink up, drink up
What’s more than love
And always down
Rip it away from me

So wrong you’d strut
This breeds a mutt
A constant crown
Rip it away through greed

Oh no
Im shown

The grated walls
Defend and stall
Alas I’m bound
This life is not for me

We had it all
Only to crawl
Another’s downed
We’re sick to watch him bleed

Oh no
Ingrown

Your sitting wishes harm me
Like lovers do disarm seas
Sweet, hidden under bed sheets
Protected from the wrong leads

Waited with the misery
In the first days, think of the first days
In the first days, think of the first days

The phone lines down
We leave this town
To look for things
That we could never name

Set out again
Obeyed the trend
I wanted things
So I could hide the blame

Oh no
Im sold

Did I forget
Should I regret
The phones will ring
To drown out all the names

It makes you tired
So full of fire
Someday to sing
And fill our hearts with shame

Oh no
I’ll fold

Your sitting wishes harm me
Like lovers do disarm seas
Sweet, ridden ‘neath the bed sheets
Protect you from the wrong leads

Waited with the misery
In the first days, dream of the last days
But now the last days, wish it would all stay
In the first days, think of the first days
Track Name: Coming Home
Prescription wet dreams
I remember you
Forgotten love scenes
That were never true
And you made it all this way
Just to wake up alone
No lover to deface
Your un-forgetful home

And I can’t find
The way I found before
No I can’t face
The ones I faced before

And just to drink again
And to waste again
Look on your face again
The gashes never mend
Your mistakes never mend
Your love it never mends

Oh darling I swear I’m coming home

Your god is battered down
Against your soul
The others that you drowned
A vengeful toll
And you made it all this way
The roots have grown
As much as you’d display
Your name in my headstone

And I can’t look
The way I looked before
And you got me hooked
I wish I’d looked before

I guess I’ll drink again
And waste again
Look on your face again
The gashes never mend
Your mistakes never mend
Your love it never mends

Oh darling I swear I’m coming home
Track Name: You Look Beautiful In The Morning Light
Someday when your mind is older
Maybe you’ll see
How words are hardly sober
And do deceive
It wont be long for you
You’ll find it all
I do not long for you
That’s not your fault

Oh Mary how long has it been
How long has it been

It seems as though you wait for
Comfort in your throne
Your raincoat wont hold up oh no
You’ll come home cold
Tread carefully now the end is loud
A lover’s squall
In iron the name will last
The body will not fall

Oh Mary how long has it been
How long has it been

Yeah they profit from your pain
So don’t give them anything you aint no
Yeah they profit from your pain
So don’t give them anything you aint no

Oh Mary how long has it been
How long has it been