Hold Me Darling, I Know Your Pity Well

by Cesar Maria

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some free songs, mostly about feelings.

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released March 24, 2017

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Track Name: I Know Your Pity Well
Hold me darling I know your pity well
Feed the starving things you shouldn’t tell
Go without purpose motivation has
Fled from the surface make a promise as

A friend
On the mend
You wouldn’t lend
Not again

You know nothing about me
You know nothing about me

Going farther than I have before
Love the martyr and the unkempt whore
Take my fortune it can bring you pain
He who loiters in the rain

Do tend
And be spent
Never lend
Not again

You know nothing about me
You know nothing about me

Take the bottle from the wall my love
Homesick toddler in a thousand tongues
Don’t recall your sorrow lend a hand
Never tried to follow just depend

My friend
On the mend
Please don’t lend
Not again
Track Name: No Time At All
Cold as I know is the hand
That shoves mistruths to break a man
Against all witness do defend
Miserable as it would end

I occupy a married guise
But mystery would sooner try
Incensed with courage and surprise
A jury willed but what was I?

Someone to save you from yourself
Nothing but anyone else
Someone to save you from yourself
Drive me down into your hell

No time at all is all the time in the world for you
No time at all is all the time that you needed to

Waking up with nothing more
Held and shackled to the war
Stake out anything that was
Try again but nothing does

I love the ugly dream there is
Go once more but nothing gives
Keep it tethered, impotent
Every breath we have to live

Someone to save me from myself
Nothing but anyone else
Someone to save me from myself
Drive you down into my hell

No time at all is all the time in the world for you
No time at all is all the time that you needed to
Track Name: Say You Know Say You Will
Say you know
Say you will
You need to go but I need you still
I feel had
Love you too
It hurts so bad but Ill make it through

That thing you said put me out
I can’t get up off the ground
Tell me you wont be like that
Tell me you wont be like that

Stop don’t shoot
I’m already dead
I’m in the news and I’m in your head
It’s getting loud
I don’t want to stay
Well make our rounds and be home before day

That thing you said put me out
I can’t get up off the ground
Tell me you wont be like that
Tell me you wont be like that
I know that you’re running around
Track Name: My Friend Daisy
She's just so dangerous
She acts her self and I'm impressed
Ill find out
What makes her click what songs she sings

No one makes me feel like this
My one and only nondescript
She gets me through the day and I know why

I really like her
She's just like me

I think I know by now
How to know someone how to get to them
On Friday when we go out
I'll walk her home recite her poems

Because no one makes me feel so good
When I'm with her I'm understood
She gets me through the day and I know why

I really like her
She's just like me
Track Name: Concrete
Rhineland looks wet this season
Divine and inept with reason
Sister, forgive my treason
Leave It all to rot

What crime will you release me
Takes times condemn the treaties
Pull blinds to leave them needy
Left trails for the flock

How could we fight them off
How would it last so long
Tell me I'll end the pause
Some things never stop

Old men they killed the young
Upon the ladders rung
Ten years those same men hung
Pick them from the top

Concrete It held me down
They watched and let me drown
They sleep in my bed now
There’s only hatred now

All along
Done us wrong

Paid for another feeling
I need to feel the bleeding
Bite the hand that gives me feeding
Wishing we were lost

The tug of war keeps it coming
It’s necessary, keep the mundane
Dark prison from which were running
Try and make it soft

Oh brother name my pleasure
To take that without measure
Alas a long lost treasure
The outside we forgot

A room so dark it’s deadly
Rips out my heart so heavy
Shake my head keep it steady
Something I am not

Concrete It held me down
They watched and let me drown
They sleep in my bed now
There’s only hatred now

All along
Done us wrong
Track Name: The Ones That Do Define
Clara / tell me all the ways you wouldn’t know me
I’m the bearer / of all your sorrows come because you’re lonely
I’m so sorry / that you had to see me like its not that way
Darling / is it only me that keeps your eyes away

You were always hollow
And I was always blind
Sated with omission
With something to deny
You were often shallow
Saying I remind you of the
Misplaced ones
The ones that do define

In this harem / I am trapped and you are barred from entry
And my tantrums / only gather dust to where I’m buried
Your so silent / and it makes harder to remember what you said
Call me a tyrant / and call me many things that would leave others dead

You were always hollow
And I was always blind
Sated with omission
With something to deny
You were often shallow
Saying I remind you of the
Misplaced ones
The ones that do define

What would you ask of me?
How could I believe?

You were always hollow
And I was always blind
Sated with omission
With something to deny
You were often shallow
Saying I remind you of the
Misplaced ones
The ones that do define